Remember the Urge

I'm searching for the
meaning of the poem
that's in my empty heart

I'm seeking for the past, it
separates from me

I should understand, but why does it hurt?

That loneliness is still the same
What am I searching for?
I don't know anymore
When I realized, you,ve already flown away

Vicious Cycle of LIfe

Im in the vicious cycle of life again......help me please....

喜欢一个人好累

Back from Hong Kong trip, overall, i would say it was FUN FUN FUN!!!! Because of all of you guys that made it possible and enjoyable. So many feelings i cant describe out but i want to share with all of your, this sucks.

Im really thankful for making it happening and possible, im really of all the fun and laughter we share, im really thankful for all the stupid things we did together, im really thankful that we spent passed this 7 days together. I really cant describe this cause it seems that it might be our first and last time together spending the night together having so much fun and visiting another country.

喜欢一个人好累 昨天 你送我一个笑脸 昨天 你经过了我身边 每天 你这样一举一动 都影响我的悲伤喜悦 昨天 你多看了我一眼 今天 我有些心不在焉 那天 我才会有勇气 勇敢面对 暗恋 喜欢一个人好累 想象 你轻轻搂我的肩 走在 人挤人的街抓紧你的手 甜蜜无限

Have you ever been in love

"In the morning light
Half awake and half asleep
Have you ever laid there thinking
Was it all a dream?
But you reach out and she's there
Every moment, everywhere
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever felt
How far a heart can fall
Have you ever stayed up waiting
For a telephone call
Just to hear her say hello
Cause you miss each other so
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe her
cause you'd die a little if she lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still she leaves you wondering
What it's all about

And when she's far away
Have you ever felt the need to stray
And tried and then discovered
It just doesn't pay
Cause with her, you can be true
And with her, you can be you
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe her
Cause you'd die a little if she lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still she leaves you wondering
What its all about

And when the night comes down
Can you call your house a home
Do you dream you're still together
And wake up alone
Have you ever been in love
The way that I'm in love
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever been in love?"


No.

End of Endless Story

I'm sick and tired.
Of myself and everything i do.
Thinking and wanting to do everything
when you cant even complete a single thing.

All i am is narcissism and complacent.
You are just some nobody where none even cares about you.
Thinking of every perfect scenario but the reality proves and deny you otherwise.

So just end this once and for all,
The imaginary endless story you thought to be perfect.

Smiling With Tears (raw)

Looking back at all the memories,
I find pain in these happiness.
Trying to pass each day,
like how i would before without you

Do you know how hard is it?
Acting like how you would be,
but knowing that you'll never be

I'm smiling with tears,
as i figured out the probability of you and me
I'm falling with fear,
knowing that how much this pain could be.
What hit me the most, hurts me the most,
is falling in love with you.

Boss GT-10

This is what currently what's occupying part of my life, the life beside from working.